i had this boyfriend during the summer, we'll call him philly. philly and i's relationship was kind of weird. He was a year younger than i was but throughout high school i had a massive crush on him so when he expressed interest in me i was sold. we went to a music festival together during the summer and shortly after that started hanging out a lot. we mostly were together around other people, but occasionally by ourselves, we didn't get much alone time. it was a short-lived relationship; he goes to school way far south and i am in virginia. we would have gone longer not seeing each other than the time we had spent together, so we ended it. well during this thanksgiving break philly and my cousin had a heart-to-heart about me.
from what i gather it went something like this:
philly: so i miss bee.
tronny: yeah?
philly: i know she is seeing someone else, and i would have a problem with this if it weren't for it being indie boy [ex-boyfriend]
tronny: yeah, that is kind of weird
philly: i know that he was kind of mean to her in the past and it bugs me because i don't think he is good enough for her; i mean, i was proud to be with her.
tronny: (surprised at where this conversation has gone)
philly: after dating bee, i compare every girl to her. i can't find anyone better than her.
.........................!??!?!
well, i didn't see that one coming. indie boy and i are another story to get into some other day. but philly, wow. i got that pang of "what if i had stayed with him" feeling. not good.
THEN tonight i was waiting freakin all night for indie boy to call me. finally at 12:45 am my phone starts ranging and oh it's philly. k great. is that a sign? should i be paying attention to this???
oh whatever, screw it.
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